Out of Sight Out of Mind

An old adage states; out of sight out of mind, how you forget people and things when they're not in sight. Out of sight out of mind. But what happens if that one thing that's out of sight still hurts you, still makes you angry, still makes you sick? Sometimes the saying doesn't work however hard you try to dodge or erase stuff. That one thing will be out of sight, but still in mind. It's like a jar that can't be filled up. Out of sight but you still see it, every single day...then it can't be out of mind. You hurt but you cant cry. Your heart aches but you have to stitch up and get back to the living. Out of sight but you will never let it out of mind. You'll call yourself stupid for how you got played at your own game. You'll want to close your eyes but the disgusting images and illusions will still form in your mind. Try to blur the subject but it will be hard. You'll shut down everyone but still hear the loud regretful comments in your head. Still in mind. So how can you get this one thing out of mind if it's already out of sight? Out of mind is me talk about you.

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